january has been a very tough and testing month. the year has been an absolute roller coaster so far. things not going so good at the moment, hope february would be better..

1. MDI course is thru.. the exams went fine. could have done better.. the dissertation was hurried.. altho i spent days in the library.. could have been better.. the preesntation was good.. could have been better..

2. things not so good at ludh.. thats life. life and death are part of life.

3. work getting hectic and people's expectations are rising. more and more impatience, personal conflicts coming up, flare ups are becoming common in smallest of the issues.

4. having real problems with friends or people who I think i can call friends. Its really sad that people who i consider to be like brothers tell me not to talk or meet, or tell me to leave the house when I go to their home. hope some sense will prevail and things will sort out sooner or later

and so it begins.. the search for new things, courses and avenues.

I have taken all the old things apart and thrown or given away all the remnants or things which I had kept for a long time..