Another really tough week.

Its saturday afternoon but its not over. lots of documentation to do, replies to send and of course study for the usual daily work related queries.

I have been falling short on the studies front, was just able to finish my part of the CRM ppt. I presented well tho but didnt have the fun I normally have when I am in front of the class. Maybe I am getting too stressed out and I need to de-stress some how. I need a balance to take out the worries and come back to work with greater zeal.

I have become a mobile call center agent who is a single window resolution for all qqueries at any time of the day or night. Everyone's work is top priority and needs to be closed on a yesterday basis. If it was really so much simpler than that.

The pressure is beginning to grow, the expectations are growing, the time lines are shortening.. Good in way and not good from a rest and health perspective. I have skipped meals, had really late dinners or chit pit in the middle of the night and havent been sleeping much. I come back so tired and exhausted after class late at night and al i see is empty vessels in the kitchen and nothing to eat. Surely, life's can be a little better than that.

Altho, we have been having really heavy meals in the office, we have to reduce the amount of oil which we are consuming. I have cut down drastically on the tea and coffee I was having which was causing more trouble. Now its lots of water and sharbat :) Again I have started having lots of choco biscuits, need to cut down on it.

I got my cupboard cum writing table this week after a battle with the carpenter for over 2 weeks. It makes so much sense. One of reasons to have it is to play games on the PC but then I havent yet had a chance in the last 1 week. I just have to start playing and the rest of the passion will return.

Working on Sudoku in spare time is back after a long long time. I am taking a lot more time than what I used to do earlier but the speed should improve soon.



I have a 6 assignment journal to write in the next 3-4 hours and also have to complete a lot of work. Hope I am able to manage all that.

I have had some fights and confrontations with people this week, something which hasnt yet happened earlier but I guess thats what happens when I get pushed to the limit. I have to attend a surd wedding this sunday, hope I get to be there. will be missing class but thats the least of my troubles.

Surd weddings :) 4 of my brothers have got married in the gurdwara but I havent yet attended a single one of them. Lets see how its like :)

I have got interesting comments about the haircut. a lot of people have been surprised at the new cut as they havent seen me in such short hair before. My face looks a whole lot bigger and maybe I look meaner in this. Its been 2 weeks now and my hair has started growing vertically so I look like a porcupine . Maybe I should dye my hair in orange and purple to get the punk look. Not a bad idea if you are in college but when you have face clients, i wonder how people would react to me. A tatoo and a piercing with that ? too good ho jayega.. its the lack of sleep which is making my imagination fly. Its been a while since i started imagining things.


getting back to work now.