am tired and sleep deprived again. I have slept the whole day today and havent studied a thing. Its 12:20 now and the exam is at 10:00 am.

am watching " mission impossible 2" for the umpteenth time. easily one of my favourite movies. the scene when the two cars jostle against each other in the hills is something I want to do some day. I remember I had gone to vijit's house to see this movie on his PC and since then his nick name has been Mr. Hunt.

a tough and tiring week, 1st week of Q2. first time I have made my weekly reports and am falling short on the work load. Exams do have a way to put a brief pause to a lot of things. So have decided to be a little sincere and atleast study something this time. Term VI's results havent been satisfactory n as usual the others have scored much more than me. the difference is score doesnt matter , what troubles is when people start crowing over them getting more marks and show they are better. MBA isnt about just marks. there are a lot of things which you learn, class discusisons are one important part even though you dont get rated on the basis of it.


finally I got the song I was looking for " aaoge jab tum sajna" from jab we met. Its such a pleasant and soothing song. and then there's "leja leja re" Both songs are uniquie in their own ways and now that I have both on my phone I can listen to them when ever I am traveling.

"leja leja re" is the song which I used to hear in my pune hotel room while getting ready in the morning. Everyone morning, Channel V or MTV, used to play a set of songs and this was one of them. The entire video is shot so beautifully and the girl is so tall, slim and pretty. perhaps the kind I have been looking for since then. Of course, destiny had something else is mind and I found some one awesome. it was the beginning of the HIMYM craze and a lot of other things.

Lastnight when I came back from my exam, i picked up some raw chicken and onions and tomatoes to cook. I wanted to make something for myself so decided to do the whole thing. Coming back late has got its disadvantages that I dont get anything to eat. So decided to cook something for myself and have chicken. I tried few weeks before and wanted to do it again.

The kitchen was as barren as one could imagine. So had to wash the plates and spoons before using them and there was nothing of help. So I had to cut the onions and tomatoes and do everything possible. My eyes were aching coz of lack of sleep for last 3-4 days and I was soo tired. It took me about 1/2 hr to get everything up and ready. Then I had to wake up the cook to make rotis for myself. I had a bath which was quite refreshing. I ended up putting soap in my eyes and it hurt like hell for the next 1/2 hr. I had a good warm meal sitting on the bed and watching tv.

Cooking for myself was such a relaxing and peaceful experience. maybe I have found my stress buster. I need to try out some more things and learn to cook quickly. Lets see if I can find some one with the same passion and one who would be willing to help me and teach me a few things as well. the search continues..

its been more than 6 months.. its hard to forget as its easy to remember so many things..